It’s an odd thought now but just one month ago I was unemployed and had been so for quite some time. I had become accustomed to the days running into one another for so long that I often didn’t even know what day it was. Time was irrelevant to me. I had no set schedule, no place to be and no one to answer to. Just as odd, is how quickly it all came back to me once I rejoined the workforce. Now time is ever present and again I find myself watching the clock, the seconds ticking away until my time is my own. That looking forward to the weekend thing that we all feel when we are working long hours during the week.
For the first time in several years, I got off work and actually went out for some start-the-weekend-right fun. With the wonderful company of my new co-worker and friend Cassie, it was a wonderful evening of sushi, sake, and great conversation. Cassie introduced me to unfiltered sake and I must tell you it was a sweet tasting drink I highly recommend. And if you are in the San Diego area, make a stop at Sushi Deli. The wait was a little long because it is so popular, but well worth it especially if you are hanging out at the bar.
Being back in the daily grind has it’s moments, but its nice to have that rewarding “me time” again, looking forward to the weekend and actually doing something other than staring at my computer screen all weekend until I pick up my daughter. Thanks to my new friend Cassie for sharing this evening with me and showing me that unfiltered sake is amazing.
Photograph by Wolf Scott, Edamame, Sushi Deli, San Diego, CA
So here it is, another late evening. I’m finally getting to my blog. It’s been awhile. I’ve been so busy with the new job, the very long drive to and from work, and the most important bit of being a dad.
I miss writing. My novel is sitting on the proverbial shelf collecting dust bunnies the size of rhinos. I know that I’ll be getting back to it once I move closer to work and am not spending my time driving all day but for now my creativity is lost to scribbles and notes written in hurried fashion. I keep my notes cataloged for transcription later but I want to get to it.
I guess life is funny that way…you want to go this way and it pulls you that way. For now, I will have to be satisfied with my few paragraphs every other night. Where’s the time go?
Photograph by Wolf Scott, Liberty Truck, Liberty, Maine
Life is sometimes an uphill climb, I guess that’s why I’m the God of Nothing. However, there are times when the slope is not quite so steep, when things are going your way and deep down inside you get that fuzzy high. That’s where I am now. The new job, new friends, special people that enhance my life. Yes, there are still those things that just are not quite right with my life but I’m finding a bit of happiness and frankly, I’m enjoying it. It’s a good feeling to have the right people around you, people that are not toxic to your spirit, people that love you and support you. So if you are fighting an uphill climb, surround yourself with those people that will support and love you. It makes life so much better. Thank you to all my friends! Jules, Dawn, Dan & Michelle, Julianne, Andi, Jim, Zeny and most of all Gabi…
Photograph by Wolf Scott, San Luis Rey Mission, Sunken Garden, Oceanside, CA
So, I’ve finished my forth day of full time, permanent employment and I must say after so long a forced vacation, I am pleased and happy to be there. My job is of course in the technology sector, which is my second love and helps pay those bills. However, I am missing all my writing time, though, so this weekend will be devoted to time well spent at my keyboard. While I have to play catch-up on my novel, I am also thinking of submitting a short for Ring of Fire Publishing. The fine people over there are publishing an anthology in early July, 2012 and I’m thinking I’d like to see one of my shorts in it. I also encourage all of you to do the same. No laying about like Leo here, time to get to work.
Write a little everyday…
Photograph by Wolf Scott, Lion Napping, San Diego Wild Animal Park, San Diego, CA